Time Flies

Time Flies

What a cliche. What a truth.  Been over two months since  I last wrote. Day to day it’s hard to see a change in life. but boy when you get about 60 or 90 days down the road, it’s then that you see a change.

Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it isn’t great, but it’s inevitable.  You’ll probably hear me talk a bunch about change, I resist it so much.  I need to learn to embrace it.

This summer we have not done anything fun at all really. Been quite uneventful as far as fun stuff.

Been a lot of changes on the family side.  I feel closer to my family now than I ever have. Not just on my side, but on my husbands as well.

Been going through some things with my kids, but I am getting an even clearer glimpse of God’s deep unconditional love for me through the trials and happenings of my kids.

My thoughts tonight are random. I have so much I want to pour out. So much deeper I want to go.

My uncle is back home after being moved away for 36ish years.

Switched from iPhone to Android. Literally I bounce between what was I thinking to oh this is neat. haha

My mom is facing some serious medical issues, we’ll know more in November. I am praying. Praying that the results are not what they seem.

My kids are going through growing phases, teenager stuff, pre-teen stuff. Just ugh.

Still having to make hard decisions where business is concerned.

My family and I are still trying to find a church home. I love church, I believe in it. I know some people have been burned and put out with church, but I really wish they would give it a go. God’s word says Let’s not give up meeting together as some are in the habit of doing. I am not giving up.

No matter what I face, God is good and His love and mercy is new everyday.

So what’s new with you?

 

 

Getting it all together

Getting it all together

For far too long I have been on a roller coaster of having it all together and being mad at myself that I don’t.   It’s like there is this me that craves a schedule and structure and then there is the me that is all over the place. 

I know WHO I want to be, who I feel like I should be.  But somehow it’s not panning out. For the longest I thought I was too hard on myself, but after reflecting on it, maybe I haven’t been hard enough.

Being self employed is a blessing and a curse.

I realized today that when we are on a road and it has a ton of “junk” pot holes, road blocks, etc… we deal. We deal because we think it’s getting us where we want to go. Just one more mile.   Today was the first day I took a turn down another road. Where it will lead only the good Lord in heaven knows. I’ll lean on Him, have faith and keep Him first.

I have made a choice to take a chance to make a change. 

Later ya’ll, have a great rest of the week.