For far too long I have been on a roller coaster of having it all together and being mad at myself that I don’t.   It’s like there is this me that craves a schedule and structure and then there is the me that is all over the place. 

I know WHO I want to be, who I feel like I should be.  But somehow it’s not panning out. For the longest I thought I was too hard on myself, but after reflecting on it, maybe I haven’t been hard enough.

Being self employed is a blessing and a curse.

I realized today that when we are on a road and it has a ton of “junk” pot holes, road blocks, etc… we deal. We deal because we think it’s getting us where we want to go. Just one more mile.   Today was the first day I took a turn down another road. Where it will lead only the good Lord in heaven knows. I’ll lean on Him, have faith and keep Him first.

I have made a choice to take a chance to make a change. 

Later ya’ll, have a great rest of the week.